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Thu Mar 26, 2009, 1:52 PM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
  • Listening to: the rain falling
So I've learned today that no matter how hard someone tries they're never going to be good enough.
No matter how hard you try, you didn't try hard enough
no matter how fast you ran, you didn't run fast enough
no matter how kind you are, you aren't can't enough
no matter how hard you study, you didn't study hard enough
no matter how helpful you are, you'll never be helpful enough.

The list goes on and on, forever and ever.

And with this knowledge, one has to wonder if its really worth putting yourself out into a society you'll never be good enough for. Maybe its better to just shut yourself into a room and wait until your heart gives out, because:
no matter how hard your heart beats, it'll never beat hard enough
no matter how much you breathe, you'll never breathe enough
no matter how hard you hope, you'll never hope hard enough.

Maybe its best to become a hermit, to live out the rest of your days alone and only being good enough for yourself.

But if its impossible to please anyone, then I guess its no use trying to be good enough for yourself. Perhaps the best thing to do is to just commit suicide, to not bother this world or the people any longer with your inferiority. But then I guess:
No matter how much you'll bleed, you'll never bleed enough
no matter how many pills you take, it'll never be enough
no matter how how high you jumped from, it'll never be high enough
your death wasn't even good enough to make the people around you cry.

So perhaps giving up isn't the best bet, but how can one go on knowing that no matter how hard they try it'll never be enough, and that you're just another number in the world's population.

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  • Interests: Writing, Singing, drawing, obsessing, being a dork
  • Favourite movie: The Jacket or National Treasure
  • Favourite band or musician: Thousand Foot Krutch
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Ska
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk
  • Favourite game: Guitar Hero
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ash Ketchum
  • Personal Quote: True story, not going to lie, your mother's box makes it rain.

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